WE’RE BACK!

Kay so I just happen to realized how I kinda get lonely with everyone in the dang world on tumblr so I’m like thinking let me get Mia into this idea and we can blog again!

so yayyy!!

We’ll be blogging from time to time =D

Worst word in the dictionary: cancer

Cancer:

-noun

definition:a malignant and invasive growth or tumor, esp. one originating in epithelium, tending to recur after excision and to metastasize to other sites.

my definition: Worst disease to ever come into this world.

Just a little over an hour ago, I just learned that my Grandfather has passed away from Esophogical cancer. He had this cancer for only 3 weeks and was about to start chemo, however, cancer won the battle and claimed his life.

My dad called about an hour ago saying:

“Jajja(ugandan for grandparent)is dead”

Those words STUNG into my heart. As first it didn’t fully connect in my head thinking the man who I only knew for more than half my life was gone from this earth. I cried for about 10 minutes before calling M to give her the bad news. She was very sympatetic but didn’t know what to say which honestly made so much sense because losing a grandparent is just as hard as losing a parent, and when someone hasn’t went through that, it hard to find the words to come across.

After talking to M, i went on facebook to see a picture that me and him took, which got more water works coming down but I ended up making it through. These are those times that I know I’ll have the memories of him throughout my life and the impact he made for his and his family but now is up in heven where he’s cancer free and doing well.

Thinking about cancer makes me realized how much we need to find a cure so no more heartaches come across people’s loved ones. I have a neighbor who is around 60 years old and was hit with uterian cancer about 2 years ago, my heart again stung, and seeing her losing her hair and such got so much for me. She’s like a second mom to me, she’s been there when my brother got his finger stuck in the key whole and all this disasters after that, but she’s also been there when i was just 5 or 6 and getting my first fish. 2 more years later, the cancer is gone, but there are times where the doctors get worried.

I can’t wait till I start school again because we donate to the American Cancer society for one of our fundrasiers, and although My grandfather isn’t in america, I know millions of more families tears will be reduced as they try harder to find a cure for this horrible disaease.